I want to read the biographies of all the Bronte sisters and Emily Dickinson. I like hearing about seclusion, consumption and laudanum addiction. I looked up laudanum in the dictionary. I was disappointed to find out that laudanum is just another word for opium and here I was thinking it was some other narcotic long out of existence. I wonder if there are men like Heathcliff around anymore? Now, that is a dumb question. Of course there are, and I need to be swept off my feet by one, on the moors, of course. Guess I need to go to England. or Ireland or Germany or someplace other than here. I need to get out of this life (no, I'm not talking about Suicide..I'm not THAT unhappy). I hate my job. Goodbye!

do the jerk * do the frug