I can't stop crying. I am so sad. I wonder if its possible to cry to death. At this point, I wouldn't even care (No, I don't want to die..don't get me wrong, but I hate feeling THIS low...GOd, help me..if only I believed in something like a God) GOd..this entry is pathetic. I just want somebody to hug me. I need somebody to want me, to desire me, to love me. I don't know what the fuck I need. I need help. Even the cats seem indifferent to my tears at this point. I should have gotten a dog instead.

do the jerk * do the frug