I'm going to see Hazel today. She has a lilting English accent and warm hands. She does massages, but I'm going for a "reading." I don't know why I feel compelled to do these things, but I do. I want to see if she can "talk" to mom or Sarah. We will see what happens. Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm gullible or maybe I'm just really fucking desperate for contact, whether it is "real" or not. *sigh*
I have only had one "medium/psychic" scam me a bit. I was a fool, but my eyes are wide open now.

do the jerk * do the frug