I just got an email from my brother stating that my Aunt Joyce died yesterday from complications from an emergency surgery she had on Wednesday. FUUUCKKKK! I didn't know Joyce very well but she was very down to earth and funny and a very sweet lady. I am shocked to tell you the truth. I don't know how to feel. I feel bad for my Uncle Abby, who just 7 months ago lost his sister (my mom) and now has lost his wife. Please God/Universe: ENOUGH WITH THE DEATH AND TRAUMA IN MY FAMILY, OK? THANK YOU!!

In other news, I found (and bought) my wedding dress today. It was on sale..I only spent $50.00 USD..whoa! It isn't a traditional wedding dress because this is my third time down the "altar" and cuz I ain't traditional in the first place. I will be all summery and shimmering in a sky blue formal, floaty dress with matching crystal jewelry. I just need to find sandals that don't clash!

do the jerk * do the frug