I take my client to Church on sunday mornings. I'm a church spy. I mostly go to see what bullshit they spew at her church. It gives me a secret thrill to know I am there for all the wrong reasons. I am there for one right reason, though: It makes my client happy. Today, however, I have no desire to work, see my client, and esp. go to church, but I get paid, so..I'm doing it. I think if I had 8 sound hours of sleep last night I might be feeling different.
The rains have begun. Will they last until May or will we have a break from this in a week or so? I guess I don't really care at this point. They've just begun so I can't say I am tired of rain yet. Thank God for Wellbutrin (it treats depression AND SAD) and my trusty light therapy lamp. They help combat Pacific NW winters (and massive grief, which isn't so massive these days...though I still have my moments...many moments..just not whole days)
I'm excited about going back to Illinois for Thanksgiving. I only wish that Larry were able to go with me, but he isn't due to lack of money for us both to fly there and he also can't get the extra time off work. I'll be eating a lot of good food, laughing tons (my whole family is hilarious), seeing at least 1 old friend amongst semi-sad things like going to Lake Fork Cemetery in Atwood to see the my sister's/mom's (they share the same stone) grave stone that I picked out and paid for but have only seen pictures of. That will be strange. I gotta go look at it at least once, I think. I'll take some flowers. In a way I am glad I don't live in Illinois because I wouldn't want to feel like I had to go to the grave. They aren't there. I can talk to them anywhere. It is just a symbol.
Saw the Arctic Monkeys on Friday night. Good show. I wasn't into Voxtrot, though. I also wasn't into some of the obnoxious and ridiculously immature 15-year-old boys that were standing in front of us. I still think all ages shows are cool, though (except for the morons)...lots of kids are perfectly cool, though. Once we moved away from the idiots I enjoyed myself more. Amazing light show. Not that I usually care about that sort of thing but it was very well done. Eh, I'm not much of a concert reviewer. I liked the band and seeing them live is always an added bonus.
Gotta hop in the shower.
