I miss Europe. I wish I was there right now. I'd like to experience a European Autumn. I'd rather feel gloomy and depressed there rather than here. The past few days I've just felt...blah. I feel like throwing clods of dirt at people. It has been pretty grey and it is cooler out, which is ok. I use my light therapy lamp in the morning but I just feel depressed.

One client's wife is always telling me to do this and that. I don't like feeling like a maid. I want to hear old stories and hang out with the clients and not put up shower curtains, clean out their refrigerators or sweep their floors. I don't know. It really sucks that I do this stuff and get paid 8 bucks an hour. I also only have 1 day off per week until they fix that. I still love doing this, don't get me wrong, but the I feel bitter right now. I don't feel like being helpful. I just want to sit around at home and play on the computer. Damn, I'm lazy.

I really have nothing interesting to say. Nothing.

do the jerk * do the frug