Now I AM second guessing myself...I DO want advice. Should I DO this? Should I not and why? Hmmm...Hmmm...I know I won't REALLY listen to what anybody has to say, cuz I'm stubborn, but I'd like to hear about choices people have made, changes they've made, that seemed insane or rash or sudden that worked out, that didn't work out..just whatever. Let me have it (but be nice or I'll kick your ass!) My mind is a jumble..I fell like everything is going up and down on a see-saw. I always loved see-saws but the feeling was always a little scary (esp. at the top!)

do the jerk * do the frug