I suddenly feel utterly lonely and depressed. It sucks being here with no friends, no money, no job, no hope. I feel too tired to even bother crying. I just want to hide under the bed with all the dust bunnies and never come out again. Just dry up down there, like a piece of wood. I spend 80% of my time being alone. I fool myself into thinking I prefer being alone, but in all reality, I think it's slowly killing me in a way I can't describe. Aw, forget it. FUCK. Read the previous entry or the one that will inevitably follow this one.

do the jerk * do the frug