2006-11-08 : Sarah would have been 35 today!!
Today my sister, Sarah, would have turned 35. I was ok earlier but now I am so utterly sad (as I expected to be)...God damn it, this is so fucking unfair. I miss mom so much, too. I sound like a broken record. At least I have a massage today..I really need it. I'm so tired of feeling like a rollercoaster of emotions, but there is nothing I can really do about it. To deny it would to deny grief. Tommorrow will be better.