I'm meeting Tracy for lunch tommorrow..that should be good. She is the one constant good thing about this place.
Went to the mall (got lost and ended up the other "Gateway" shopping center first, though) and saw a cheap showing of "Seabiscuit" ($1.50 movies..can't beat that)..."Seabiscuit" was very mediocre. I don't know why anybody would think it should win an Oscar. It was just typical Hollywood stuff. Then again, I just finished the book, which was so much better and more satisfying. I think I'll stick with indie films from now on.
I know I don't need to be a slave to my emotions. I could CHOOSE to just not feel all these shitty feelings, but I just can't seem to do it...i'm in a sink hole. Fuck it.
Sent ANOTHER resume out for a billing job. I doubt I'll get it. Maybe I'm not meant to do medical billing here, but what sort of job should I get? I don't want to work in the mall or at Blockbuster..FUCK!
Also, I signed up with Accountemps over 2 weeks ago and I've called the lady who "interviewed" me 3 times now I think (or maybe twice) to let her know I still desperately need work. She hasn't even CALLED ME BACK> What the fuck?